For the Karma of your Soul

Sometimes i think we believe that throughout our lives the Universe eventually owes us.
That through tragedies, unexpected deaths, war, poverty, that somewhere down the line we feel like the world, the universe owes us some good luck. Or Karma, or whatever you believe in.

That we cant have been handed so much shitty luck for it to not pay off.

I think its a lie we tell ourselves. That the Universe will give us back some good.

I believe that people are who will give back, who will give good back to you and into the world. Not some force like Karma or Luck or Destiny. That in the end it will be ordinary people who give the most, who do the most good.
I think we as people forget how much we can actually do, can actually change.
That the laws the government, and the music artists who make it big only pass, and reach fame because we allow them too. The power to change and shape our world land in the same place it has always been, in the hands of its people.

Nothing in this world can thrive without some kind of backing, or support. People dont just get famous overnight, other people talking about them, watching their movies, things like that. That is what makes them famous, because we as people push them up on this pedestal.

If we as people can push and pull people into fame, i think we can do alot more for the good of the world.If If we used the energy we put into fangirling over people and buying their music and movies and loving them endlessly. If we put some of that energy into changing and better ourselves, bettering the world.

We might actually see some change, some good.
We might actually see the universe give us something good back, because we put good in.

Wedding Crashers

Women have this ridiculous trait that they can't be happy for another woman. I've seen it so many times and have been found guilty of it myself.

Marriage especially, is the deal breaker. When friends get married and you are sitting at a table by yourself drumming your fingers wondering when the wine will be served, this light flicks on in your head to loathe the happiest woman in the room.
If you've never experienced this, or anything near this then you haven't lived long enough to see your friends marry off.

Jealousy and envy are a woman's biggest enemy. Constantly judging ourselves and comparing to another woman. When the truth is that someone else if probably looking at you the same way your looking at her! An endless cycle of feeling not pretty enough, not successful enough and not marry-able enough.

A close friend of mine got married this weekend and I was all smiles and happy for them, the only time I felt the least bit of envy was that he had found someone to love and spend his life with and I was still single. But as all things pass so did the feeling, and the wine was a very easy replacer ;)
But some people were not so happy for him. Jealousy, anger and envy rose high in a conversation I was in talking about this wedding.
Some women just don't get it. They only see what they want, they fail to see what they have. The beautiful life they have, the loving boyfriend/girlfriend. A place to live and food to eat.

I guess sometime I think we lose sight of our own lives because we're so focused on others.
Just a thought of the day, and the realization that women are crazy. Pure crazy!

But it seems the best women and often made from crazy circumstances;)

Keep calm and stay crazy,
Xoxo
Sophie