You know those moments you have randomly in your life. The ones when you realize your completely different then who you thought you would be ten years ago.
Olive Garden is the place I have those revelations. It's a Wednesday afternoon, on my dinner break by myself and it hits me harder than the bad wine I've been sipping.
I don't know if I will ever be ready for marriage. I'm so good at living my life by myself that it doesn't even bother me anymore. Am I insane much? Maybe.
Going on a year of being single, It has been the most fun I've ever had.
Now I do have nights where I get lonely l, but the complete feeling of utter freedom is stronger than those one out of a million feelings of loneliness.
Maybe im not the marrying kind? Maybe I'm just not right now,maybe I'm a little tipsy.
Maybe.
To all the single ladies, keep up the good work. Your fabulous.
Keep drinking and stay single!
Xoxo
Sophie
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Monday, March 11, 2013
Wedding Crashers
Women have this ridiculous trait that they can't be happy for another woman. I've seen it so many times and have been found guilty of it myself.
Marriage especially, is the deal breaker. When friends get married and you are sitting at a table by yourself drumming your fingers wondering when the wine will be served, this light flicks on in your head to loathe the happiest woman in the room.
If you've never experienced this, or anything near this then you haven't lived long enough to see your friends marry off.
Jealousy and envy are a woman's biggest enemy. Constantly judging ourselves and comparing to another woman. When the truth is that someone else if probably looking at you the same way your looking at her! An endless cycle of feeling not pretty enough, not successful enough and not marry-able enough.
A close friend of mine got married this weekend and I was all smiles and happy for them, the only time I felt the least bit of envy was that he had found someone to love and spend his life with and I was still single. But as all things pass so did the feeling, and the wine was a very easy replacer ;)
But some people were not so happy for him. Jealousy, anger and envy rose high in a conversation I was in talking about this wedding.
Some women just don't get it. They only see what they want, they fail to see what they have. The beautiful life they have, the loving boyfriend/girlfriend. A place to live and food to eat.
I guess sometime I think we lose sight of our own lives because we're so focused on others.
Just a thought of the day, and the realization that women are crazy. Pure crazy!
But it seems the best women and often made from crazy circumstances;)
Keep calm and stay crazy,
Xoxo
Sophie
Marriage especially, is the deal breaker. When friends get married and you are sitting at a table by yourself drumming your fingers wondering when the wine will be served, this light flicks on in your head to loathe the happiest woman in the room.
If you've never experienced this, or anything near this then you haven't lived long enough to see your friends marry off.
Jealousy and envy are a woman's biggest enemy. Constantly judging ourselves and comparing to another woman. When the truth is that someone else if probably looking at you the same way your looking at her! An endless cycle of feeling not pretty enough, not successful enough and not marry-able enough.
A close friend of mine got married this weekend and I was all smiles and happy for them, the only time I felt the least bit of envy was that he had found someone to love and spend his life with and I was still single. But as all things pass so did the feeling, and the wine was a very easy replacer ;)
But some people were not so happy for him. Jealousy, anger and envy rose high in a conversation I was in talking about this wedding.
Some women just don't get it. They only see what they want, they fail to see what they have. The beautiful life they have, the loving boyfriend/girlfriend. A place to live and food to eat.
I guess sometime I think we lose sight of our own lives because we're so focused on others.
Just a thought of the day, and the realization that women are crazy. Pure crazy!
But it seems the best women and often made from crazy circumstances;)
Keep calm and stay crazy,
Xoxo
Sophie
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